I might see my aunt next week.

My dad informed me someone in her husband's family named Betty|Betti died.

I just got back from jogging

and was singing.

Julie Andrews's height

I thought she was 5'8. I thought she was 5'9.

Julie Andrews's weight

http://www.celebheights.com/s/Julie-Andrews-2382.html

She is said that she is 8.5 stone. That means she was 120 pounds. I was going before in the 30s and sometimes got to 130 or 125 or something. I was walking every day and doing ballet. Now I am more concerned about height than weight.

Getting Taller

Sometimes if I was busy I would be shorter, but I decided to take a break from everything.

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow about a job for handicapped people, mine being I went to the mental hospital, and it's just so hard to get hired I see. My nose however still isn't so great, but I could work if I had transportation not too hectic. My brother god dropped off at a bus stop.

Then in September I get a full blood test, about which I'm not worried, just the pain to go there. Then I see the doctor and we see if I need cholesterol pills. I've been eating my mom's cooking etc. I wonder if I can make a chocolate pudding pie this time as well. I probably will be asleep later, when I like to make it, when my family are in their rooms.

I dunno it's a few hours. Sometimes I have episodes lying in bed.

Today's Height and Weight

I weigh 140 lbs. and am 5'3. I don't really think the 140 mark is unpopular but not so cool. I just have some to lose and am a little taller. It used to hover over, but now it dangles under 140.

Tonight's Web Search

I found the recording again from before talking about a Mary Poppins 2 idea.

What's this?

http://content.usatoday.com/topics/quote/People/Celebrities/Actors,+Agents/Julie+Andrews/07ja7TraAc8Gf/05QG4Srfuggrs/2

I wonder where they got the quote from. It doesn't look like a comment. That's freaky. I never read anything like that. The article isn't even relevant.

I have to leave

at 9:30 A.M. tomorrow. I will see someone individually for handicaps of getting a job. I went to the mental hospital, and this is something you can try to do. I might not want to do it at least not now. I'm concerned about the transportation, though my brother has used a bus partway. I don't drive much neither and never by myself. I'm going with my brother again there. I have some papers to bring.

I just threw up.

It was cereal and an English muffin.

...but I ate an English muffin again

Blog Design

I can't get the text to black, and I can't lighten the date.

Disturbing Dream

There was a roach that looked like a small kind, kind of round or like an egg. But, it was huge, bigger a little than an eggs. We had like 4 kinds of juices, and it was in like a huge container that was like just a circle shape from above but not curvy like a bowl.

Alice in Wonderland

I really liked that Johnny Depp got to do a dance with this film with Tim. Was that the futterwackn?

I just took another shower.

I used Herbal Essence for curly wavy hair. My other is Sheer Blonde and Frizz Ease Curl Around.

I do feel a lot better and warm from my clothes. I feel more like me a lot too.

Fame

I wonder why people think fame is fairyland.

Supple

I used to say my hamster or my mom would is a supple rodent. I used to say it all the time I think.

I feel so bad.

I lost my favorite Julie Andrews YouTube when I deleted and the one that I found like it doesn't have widescreen.

Anyway I really like Julie Andrews's family a lot. I like Tim Burton's too. Even though Tim Burton's daughter is a baby, I found them to be like the same, nice supple females. They are especially supple with a sharp wit and witty sense of humor.

Mysterious - College

I used to go to the college nextdoor to get food in the AM night. I would walk anywhere anytime. Sometimes I was apprehensive, others not so much. Literally it's from Saint Charles and Broadway, these schools. Mine goes beyond in both ways because the law dorm + school is there. I became quite alone and disconnected and things weren't the same. I started my 3rd year where the Jesuits lived and wanted to do dance team, but I came back home.

Raindrops and falling on my head...

...I keep thinking of that because a person who IMed me who was Middle Eastern or Spanish I didn't check for sure might have had that as a status message. It's stayed with me and the relief I feel when I'm inside and it's raining.

I wish I wish I wish I was a fish

I am adamant yet incessant.

Have you ever heard of the movie Mr. Limpet? My grandma had it, and I am not sure if other people usually have seen it. It had a nice cartoon cross-section as well I think. I also like The Three Caballeros.

My Greatest Regret

I wish when I was a freshman that I did dance team. I should have gone right in like a wild child. I feel regretful not doing flag team after making it in the team. Still now I feel bad because people seem to think I have a problem. Before that was not the case. I usually forget things if I feel innocent. I liked a lot of people in my life, but many people are more like me and just wanna have fun. Now I don't even feel I can concentrate in a dance class. I sing on my own now as well.

The truth is not that it's too late. I remember starting college in New Orleans and it was a dream come true, top pianist and organist and vocalist and ballerina.

The funny thing of it is we all leave usually at the first year of high school or get put down a grade or quit college before it starts. Many people quit after the first week or semester. All the cool people were gone within the first month, with a sprinkling left. You're left with a feeling of independence and not loneliness to the extent that I feel.

Money

My dad said to get a laptop instead of a netbook unless it's Dell. I'm gonna use it for pore strips, my $100|month for allowance. It will be like mid-August. I hope I get a job then.

Projecting Thoughts

I feel that I could not even concentrate in a dance class. I half hope to get a job. I feel that will redeem me.

The Trolley Song

Clang, clang, clang went the trolley
Ding, ding, ding went the bell

... Meet me in Saint Louie.



In New Orleans it's hard to grasp I remember exactly how it is like this except dirty dirty dirty!

New Orleans can get too cold every year. I think Florida is where sometimes it's more totally unpleasant. At least I grew up with a lot of fog-over and sea breeze. It's hard to tell there's sea effects more in Orlando.

Here's the pictures with Tootie.
http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3024984064/nm0639684
http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3058538496/nm0639684

They did this at Slidell Little Theater. The girl playing who Judy Garland was was Dorothy. There was a little girl who was so cute. It's funny. I would have cast it a little differently I think. I tried out for The Wizard of Oz. It was when I was 15.

I am thankful for living in the Greater New Orleans area, but to me I didn't really want to move at all honestly. I was doing fine where I was. Since I lived there longer I point it out because I usually point out how long I lived in Florida, southeast and northeast coast. I sorta did fit in, but all I could think was it wasn't like before. I just concentrated on who I was and what I really liked. So in a way it broke some of my shell.

Can't Help Loving That Man of Mine

Birds gotta swim and fish gotta fly
I'm gonna love that man til I die
Can't help lovin' that man o' mine

I never listened to the recordings. I found it was also from Showboat which I caught "Old Man River" from when I was a preteen or teen. It was from before my grandma was born and I was telling her about it.



I just sang it and though I'm sounding better, I can't yet sustain the quality. I am thankful for all the things I noticed watching myself and can't wait until I get some quality down. It's like a mystery at this point.

I heard a sample of this song in summer arts school.