I wish when I was a freshman that I did dance team. I should have gone right in like a wild child. I feel regretful not doing flag team after making it in the team. Still now I feel bad because people seem to think I have a problem. Before that was not the case. I usually forget things if I feel innocent. I liked a lot of people in my life, but many people are more like me and just wanna have fun. Now I don't even feel I can concentrate in a dance class. I sing on my own now as well.
The truth is not that it's too late. I remember starting college in New Orleans and it was a dream come true, top pianist and organist and vocalist and ballerina.
The funny thing of it is we all leave usually at the first year of high school or get put down a grade or quit college before it starts. Many people quit after the first week or semester. All the cool people were gone within the first month, with a sprinkling left. You're left with a feeling of independence and not loneliness to the extent that I feel.
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